The dance with God is a dance with the invisible. It’s like I’m up in my room, house empty but … More
Tag: Cancer
Cancer – A Lonely Hike
Cancer A hike alone With watchers on too far away – I guess I want them them all that way. … More
The Abusive Treatment of Body and Narcissism
The way we treat our bodies in this culture is the way a Narcissist treats everyone. Like something to use. … More
Surrender – I Hate It.
I hate words like surrender. I hate actions like surrender. I hate to surrender. And what I hate I’m attempting. … More
Medical Prejudice Against Fat Women
Today I went to the Dr. and I realized for the first time how different I was being treated, and … More
Mind Fog
I’ve so missed writing. Day after day I’ve tried. No luck. Today I’m writing anyway. Although I can’t think of … More
The Post Surgery Gift
The Post Surgery Gift Written two years ago, wobbly and foggy headed. Written from hospital bed high above the Seattle skyline. … More
Trauma Treatment
Written for all who have had multiple traumas and try hard to be “fine”. Everyone thinks I’m fine I … More
Cancer is Not Cancer; The Agony of being Dependent.
This was written when I was still quite sick a number of months ago. I was too low at the … More
Ridge of Remembering
To be remembered. It feels great. Life has been hard this past year. If I could point to one thing … More